Whether to write in Chinese or English,Ka still can’t not express exactly.
Nevertheless,everytime Ka feel low,here is where Ka can consult to.
The only place or way Ka can resort to.

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Like all the controversial issues caused by idealism and realism, the struggling during the process of self recognization and orientation gonna continue for another hundred years.It’s rather difficult to define the real beauty of soul owing to the aesthestic disagreement.Yet,if the criteria are established by your own,the problem here to come is whether you will accept the ugliness as well as the comliness.The positive answer makes Ka feel nauseant and distressful because of the self deceiption and betrayal on adoration of beauty,if the ugliness is distinguished from comliness by the resistance of the subjuct.The transparent boundline,then,vagues.This unconditional surrender is another submission you need as long as you wish to go on like the countless bowings and scarpings to reality.

“hey dude, your life perspective sucks.”
well, Ka have to admit.it sucks.
Ka accepted the ugliness so that Ka won’t be die of the nobleness.
And the acceptence is drawing Ka down and down and down.
How can Ka be so easy when the question once raised by a friend and now so nervous when it comes to myself?

“the importance of being idle” of Oasis is pretty impressive.