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November 12 FacesKa skipped the rehearsal(or nuisance). ============================ They don’t believe in the existence of apparitions. ------------------------------------
There are two quite opposite way to face himself. A whacked soul reflected in the mirror But it was too late when the painter realized "Veil the painting!" Eventually he knew ------------------------------------------ November 11 我們都是悲劇All women become like their mothers.That’s their tragedy. ====================================== 寫了一段時間的英語日誌 然而只有產出不會有太大的收穫 也許放棄這樣的日誌 只是一種無奈的選擇 畢竟Ka干什麽總是堅持不了多久 抑或是想歇歇 反省一下 也許能夠更好的前進 於是毅然決然 Ka 真的可以做到么？ 但就是這樣才會有效果吧 ----------------- 討厭女人 討厭男人 只不過一切和Ka 想像的太不一樣了 明天就離開你 ----------------- 最近想整理一下以前寫的東西
BGM Tears and Rain --James Blunt November 07 That high heeled womanShe was elegant like a black rose. That man and that high heeled trampled Ka with a spear,stabbing over and over again. -------------------- The phrase, inconvenient truth ,once Ka picked up from someone’s blog,popped up that frequently during these days. Here isn’t a broken heart sobbing, but a sob story is breaking a heart. Can smiles dissimulate all the sorrows? or being dumby is another way out? Ka do pay admiration for that guy,though… Is Ka the one who resigned because of the despair,and took nothing serious afterwards and doomed to be fundementally unhappy but still camouflaged with hilarity to take on the lone? November 02 How 2?Though Ka isn’t a Germany.Ka don’t want to be guied by the guides! Still Ka gave in.There is something wrong with the connection between us. Thousand times that Ka want to write a letter to you, and send it by mail. Ka sucks. October 06 Like Ben
Who is this guy? A perfect man of American comic style. originally based on Ka’s mechanics teacher.
Ka saw the shadows swinging when the sun set. Like ben,the child with his friend ,found what he was looking for. A friend to call my own. -------------------------- BGM— Ben by Michael Jackson October 02 Ka don’t want to work.Whether to write in Chinese or English,Ka still can’t not express exactly. ------------------------------ Like all the controversial issues caused by idealism and realism, the struggling during the process of self recognization and orientation gonna continue for another hundred years.It’s rather difficult to define the real beauty of soul owing to the aesthestic disagreement.Yet,if the criteria are established by your own,the problem here to come is whether you will accept the ugliness as well as the comliness.The positive answer makes Ka feel nauseant and distressful because of the self deceiption and betrayal on adoration of beauty,if the ugliness is distinguished from comliness by the resistance of the subjuct.The transparent boundline,then,vagues.This unconditional surrender is another submission you need as long as you wish to go on like the countless bowings and scarpings to reality. “hey dude, your life perspective sucks.” “the importance of being idle” of Oasis is pretty impressive. A Chromatic StoryRed time machine, Where I buried the little green bean, --inspired by the spectrum(in class and experiments)recently.
What if the world within you and me is condensed into a little drop? It’s thrilling to think of your blue eyes which reflects my image. September 04 Enticer13 days seemed to be an odyssey, which twisted the voyagers upside down. ------------------------------ ~dreamed a little dream~ This cloud may taste like a marshmallow. emm… pretty yummy roast one. Will the dragonfly alight upon Ka if Ka stand still without respiration like a stiff dead body? Ka’s body wasn’t under Ka’s control but the instructor’s commands,so the policy was “to control ur mind and ur soul”. ~the dream is desolate~ Can life keep alluring Ka ? Is the answer already there? Ka never stop complaining about life and try to be the rabbit which is out of the magician’s hat.So…on day, like a libertine, Ka gonna break away from the custody of morality ,singing the blues with the wine dripping from heart.However, one day is one day. ~fall asleep here;wake up there~ Ka will never know if this is the dream and the reflection of the other world. An inquisitive voice dwells on Ka or Ka dwell on that voice. Life is the lover Ka hate. -------------------- 軍訓就是這樣。。。YY很多東西。。。 一開始還會享受 找樂子 癡心迷戀著 又痛恨著 所以還活著
關於標題 爲了表達癡情 結果還是喜歡“enticer”的發音 新學期還是要積極一點~ August 20 CrucifyThe dual substance of Christ-- My principle anguish and source of all my joys and sorrows from my youth onward --Kazantzakis
----here’s nothing to do with the book and the movie as well…---- Ka v noticed 2 things recently: 1.Mashing the potato on plate can make Ka feel like a German… It came to Ka when Ka was wasting life on waiting(as waiting to die as Ka always do) in a fast food where is a good place for daydreaming. 2.Ka can be accustomed to lots of things such as the sore of flesh. Like the obfuscation between reality and imagination of a kid who is drunk in fairy tales, Ka can’t tell the difference of pain and pleasure after being ill-treated by sick toes. My name is masochist and life is the sadist. (- -this’s d*mn right…) Whatever, Ka survived and stood up once again !(囧rz the sentence may be excessively epic…)
Combining 2 things mentioned before in Ka’s way, one (actually no one except for Ka herself) can conclude that the title of this blog and the selection above aren’t the irrelevance. Great people and ordinary people share some same features as being a human. Son of my Lord resurrected from death. Ka is not among those followers,but aroused by the fruits of alternative crucifixion which most great people v taken. Back to the theme, the struggle of spirit and the suffer of flesh embiggen a little person. JC ==================== Crucify my life,
Sounds like a lyric,huh? August 13 Luna SeaThe title is named after a band’s. However,it is nothing to do with that band. -------------------------------------- With sullen breeze from the distant murmuring aside, She is deaf and she is blind. She lost her voice. No one knows her name. I know ------------------- Summer comes and goes. August 06 GEN MEMORY V Ka & Hr剛從醫院回來了~~~腳趾甲應該不用拔掉~~~不過要 浸泡很久呢~~~ 下面的圖有修改過 背景更黑了？！ 還有啊 雨傘還是有愛心才好呢~~~ ------------- Who is Hr? =================== a pretty yummy cake~~~~
======================= BGM C'est la vie --L'arc~en~ciel July 30 Ephemeral Glory什麽是活潑？ 某人說 好奇求知慾和浮士德精神 --------------- What is the green day/salad day/innoncent day/(whatever u prefer to call it~)? here’s merely what Ka thinks: When an indie band turned to a major one, like the metamorphosis of a butterfly, new world which promises a superb sight and the death not the rebirth as well is waiting for it. Once the prime begun, all have to go to its fate. Contrast to that some guys appreciate such transient rays that may vanish immediately, never even feeling the heat, the indie time is rather precious for Ka. That a couple of vigorous guys, sharing the same dream, come together is more savoring the never-coming-back friendship and the immature than endeavoring to the big time. Youth is just as compelling as the tender of puppy love which conquers my loyalty.The band is not a strictly literal one that is composed of vocal, bassist and drummer,though.Arbitrarily, Ka bet everyone wish a band of their own.Home is where we are born and the Band is where we toddle. Yelling for help on the wasted land alone, Ka wished a band of Ka’s own. ---------- 學生樂隊是個很酷的東西 在獨立時期 很多值得體會 相比宇宙什麽都是轉瞬即逝的 同樣是追求這樣的ephemeral glory 他們口中的“那個年代 瘋狂的年代”
A Lament Out of the day and night 這個 Ka 從來沒有讀懂過 呵呵~ July 27 This scenery is evergreenI lie awake beside the windowsill
======================================= BGM—EVERGREEN english ver. HYDE July 26 15 & ExpectationWe said hello and then goodbye. ====================== all started in a hush and ended in a hush so that Ka couldn’t figure it out. the movie sucks…. Ka watched a 15th anniversary concert of L’arc~en~ciel in the epilogue of which Hyde wished all could get together to celebrate a 30th anniversary (in 2021). It seemingly happended on the day before yesterday,when we were not as familiar as today we r ,that u and Ka (also plus the other guys) were on a taxi to somewhere (doesn’t matter),talking about sth like visual rock(? doesn’t matter,either);the words U comment on Hyde “他美得讓男人都湯不牢" （not re-presented exactly) was so impressive that Ka keep it in heart till now(u c,huh? perhaps u urself v forgotten). Ka thought it was the minority to appreciate Hyde and also l’arc~en~ciel when pop like W-inds was prevailling…the visual rockers even didn’t parallel junior pop idols for those blind fever girls.(of course not!) but U r not one of them…U r quite special…. HIT IT OFF! U and Ka just hit it off! that splendid sentence suggested “U r the one”~ later,this proved to be absolutely right! U almost bingo every little trick of Ka. U know what’s my favourite poketmon without being told….U fancy for Johnny and 3 2! U can bear the blah blah blah of a chatterbox like Ka when it comes to her interst like P~ Thai~ Simpsons~ horror movies~ also the cult crap for the other guys! this isn’t a nice time to be nostalgia, and thus Ka won’t retell all the sunsets we shared. have u noticed? Y the number 15? it was the year Ka met u. though the movie sucks,Ka might still grasp sth from the ending: it’s about U ,the time and me. ------------- 現在是無關緊要的番外。。。。 看了豆瓣上 對電影 moon child 的評價實在是不高 所以一直被Ka忽視 晚些時候便隨便看看了 對於日本電影 尤其是這樣的日本偶像電影 Ka已經是絕望的了 所以沒有什麽太高的期待 然而 很多人說劇情俗套 的確 現在想想是有點 Ka不知道這個是不是由什麽漫畫改編的（在看的過程中總覺得要是弄成二次元的會更好） 單線程的直敘 算是在講述一些年輕人的成長 這部基本上都打三星的電影 Ka給了五星 不知有冇人有興趣去看一下~ 還有 youku 上的那個版本的字母實在是太恐怖了。。。 July 19 Sandglass|| nonsenseThe aperture through which the sand runs is so tiny that first it seems as if the level in the upper glass never changes. To our eyes, it appears that the sand runs out...only at the end. And until it does, it's not worth thinking about. Till the last moment, when there's no more time, when there's no more time left to think about it. ============================ 在校內上看到一個小學時候唯一算是 認為是 好友的照片（和她男友的合照） 爲什麽 認為她是好友 因為隱約覺得 在被欺負的時候 她幫過Ka 爲什麽 提到這個好友 因為是看到他們的照片頗有感觸 是嫉妒？不是 說實在的是有點小小驚愕 那天和她們出去 呵呵 honey有個帶了很多年的戒指 頗有感覺的戒指 她有一點小小控戒指 把婚戒戴在無名指上果然是很有道理的
開篇沙漏的那段描述 突然間很切合了某些問題 但是反復地討論問題 不是結果實行的方法 這種妥協是男歡女愛的伊始 本身的局限性控制了 你不是神 達不到神的位置 Ka自己也是個激情觀點的持有者 --------
the blog above is the unfinished and written days before. whatever~ ----- Ka's new deskmate on GRE course said he got the same problem with his toe years before when he noticed the big bowknot Ka tied on both my big toes.He strongly recommended a minorsurgery which set his toe free from suffering to Ka; summer isn't fit for any surgery becuz of the high temperature, which is pretended to be the self soothing alibi that convince Kaself of the decision on keeping conservative treatment. It seems that a decision always calls for pains either on flesh or spirit,perhaps both.Accordingly,no one knows where the final destination of love is;once determined to start off ,one have to get accustomed to the sweet sorrow that permeats the air.The same attitude is taken up toward a vastly different matter like Love,but this time fear of the sore caused by operation isn't the reason. Maybe Ka even don’t want to make a decision on such “love matter”,so there is no need to find an excuse …. Ka don’t know y 2 say all the nonsence. perhaps it merely appear periodicly…… July 11 GEN MEMORY III Plants美是勞動 ===============今天是植物專輯的分割線==================
很多植物的新葉是紅色的 紅和綠在這個時候顯得很和諧
2009/5/2
在無授權的情況下 私自濫用了 theo同學所拍的照片加以剪輯 2008/10/2
像個孩子 或者說依舊是個孩子 蘆葦君的自拍 他說喜歡那個箭頭標記 2009/1/13
很奇怪爲什麽這片天空沒有什麽雲朵 那些是枯掉蘆葦君們 2009/1/13
=============我是四目田字控的分割線============
源圖片是枯掉的蘆葦君們的合照 點擊圖片放大看 其實可以看到 那些顆粒~ Ka喜歡這樣的顆粒感 那種發亮的 爆過頭的
以前有看到有人lomo成左上角那樣的 可是~~~ Ka 的PS 技術太嫩了。。。。
蘆葦君自拍的色彩合集
右下角那個是蘆葦君自拍的黃色加強版 顏色變換真是其樂無窮
=製作後記分割線= 除了theo 同學那個貌似使用sony 的卡片拍的 其他都是Ka的N82 製作軟件是PS 9.0 其實 用的功能 最初版本的ps 也可以搞定的 囧。。。。 這次嘗試的是四目田字 下次想嘗試魚眼 July 06 what the hell?! try to meditate悲劇了。。。。大物悲劇了。。。。 難道還是太鄙視這張卷子的結果么。。。。 =========Anyway 分割線============ ran說 meditation 可以減緩壓力 ~呵呵~ 要好好嘗試~ 下學期 要好好做作業！ 平時不能馬虎了！ |
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