13 days seemed to be an odyssey, which twisted the voyagers upside down.

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~dreamed a little dream~

Ka became infatuated with the evening glow that were hiding behind the disorder of the hippocampus,when the hot sun was mistreating Ka without mercy; the circuits in Ka’s head must be abnormal ones,so can Ka make out such hallucination.

This cloud may taste like a marshmallow. emm… pretty yummy roast one.
What if Ka stretch out Ka self like a cat on one of those marshmallows?

Will the dragonfly alight upon Ka if Ka stand still without respiration like a stiff dead body?
What happened to those prehistorical monsters? They shrank as insolated sponges, and lost the domain of sky.

Ka’s body wasn’t under Ka’s control but the instructor’s commands,so the policy  was  “to control ur mind and ur soul”.
That’s all could ka do…

~the dream is desolate~

Can life keep alluring Ka ?
How many words should ka say to regain the applause which an infant got once spoke a simple ah…;how many steps ka should stamp to win the acclaim which a kid got once stood on his own feet? These certifications of being elder sparkled the fire of envy inside Ka.

Is the answer already there?
As if we all get on a secret train,the destination of which is originally doomed;but we still pretend to seek the answer or just try to prove it the same as we expected. Deceive ourselves ; be afraid of the truth, yet continue the trip while lose the grip.

Ka never stop complaining about life and try to be the rabbit which is out of the magician’s hat.So…on day, like a libertine, Ka gonna break away from the custody of morality ,singing the blues with the wine dripping from heart.However, one day is one day.

~fall asleep here;wake up there~

Ka will never know if this is the dream and the reflection of the other world. An inquisitive voice dwells on Ka or Ka dwell on that voice.
what’s clearly,a living creature cling to the fresh air and the sweet water. Carnal vices make the life so real.

Life is the lover Ka hate.

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軍訓就是這樣。。。YY很多東西。。。

一開始還會享受 找樂子
之後開始反社會 反人類
最後也就習慣了。。。。

對待生活感覺就是
癡心迷戀著 又痛恨著
所以還活著

 

關於標題

爲了表達癡情
本來有想用"infatuated”的

結果還是喜歡“enticer”的發音
語言這種東西果然還是要看是從誰嘴裡讀出來的
法語好不好聽也是因人而異的
而且 “enticer” 一下子積極了很多

新學期還是要積極一點~