不知所謂的標題呢

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想你了

1.本週五物理系的輕音部又活動了
那首我給你寫的曲子 被一個同學陪了伴奏呢 很好聽 他們還是說那是梁靜茹的風格 呵呵~

2.那天去看流星雨 怎麼說呢 總是叫嚷著是找一男人一起看星星的浪漫
結果 還是一個人看星星 不過超級開心的 躺在地上 冷呢~
來不及許願哈~ 這輩子沒有見過那麼多星星~認了好多星座~看到了獵戶的光圈了 真的很漂亮
瞭解了很多天文知識 然後還和協會的人討論了一些問題 他們說這個可以哪來作為下次座談會的內容呢 呵呵~
流星的尾巴 有紅色 有綠色的 很好看呢~

3.我有和你說過想找個學醫的做男友么？這件事情 貌似很有希望了呢~呵呵~不過也許又會擱淺 因為現在更重要的還是拯救世界哈~

4.昨天去做道具 割傷了手 想起來那時候學工的最後一天 還把自己割了兩刀 呵呵~你看到我流血 然後很緊張的樣子 很可愛哦~對了 周二會有行為藝術表演
當然了 這個表演沒有那些國外的做的那麼到位啦 到時候有照片了 單獨給你看看哦~呵呵~猜猜我演什麽呢~~

5.生活中很多事情都會讓我想到你 怎麼說呢 其實 上面的每一條都有我們的回憶吧 你還記得吧？

很久沒有看到你的留言了 我嫉妒了 我寂寞了 我就是這樣 很小女人的 你也是知道的吧
我文筆果然不好呢~所以你不喜歡來看我日誌吧~
寫了些亂起八糟的東西吧~算是發牢騷？
就是好久沒有和你說話了 msn什麽的 總是碰不到你呢

我不滿足那些校內的留言和回覆 就是這樣

Ka skipped the rehearsal(or nuisance).

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They don’t believe in the existence of apparitions.
Well…maybe no one believes.
Lonely as Fox Mulder,worse, Ka haven’t got a pal named Dana.

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Vicious faces are everywhere,
making the streets crowded and noisy.
One can never get rid of them.
Even though he found a place to stay alone,
in any case, he still had to face himself.

There are two quite opposite way to face himself.
Paint out,or hide out:

A whacked soul reflected in the mirror
was saying hello.
though the mirror was prisoning the soul
a painting would emanicipate it soon.

But it was too late when the painter realized
the mirror was a locker should never be unlocked.
''Whacked’’ was the camouflage fooling the fool.

"Veil the painting!"
Horrible as the deepest hunger and desire of the soul,
was the painter’s twisted face.

Eventually he knew
he was one of them,
who had the vicious faces.

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Taking a humiliation as proud isn’t the stupid thing only the stupid do.

All women become like their mothers.That’s their tragedy.
No man does. That’s his.

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寫了一段時間的英語日誌 然而只有產出不會有太大的收穫
看到蔥的日誌 覺得說的很對~
雖然自己沒有整天泡在英文里
但是已經覺得噁心了

也許放棄這樣的日誌 只是一種無奈的選擇 畢竟Ka干什麽總是堅持不了多久

抑或是想歇歇 反省一下 也許能夠更好的前進

於是毅然決然
非英語的歌曲都刪除 非英語的聽力資料刪除
只看the big bang theory 只看the Simpsons

Ka 真的可以做到么？

但就是這樣才會有效果吧
以前Ka是這樣對別人說的 那時候Ka還是有所謂的“直覺”的

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討厭女人 討厭男人

只不過一切和Ka 想像的太不一樣了
所以任性地討厭這一切

明天就離開你
不會再來打攪你了！

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最近想整理一下以前寫的東西
但是似乎想起來得意的
卻早就遺失了

BGM Tears and Rain --James Blunt

She was elegant like a black rose.
Seductive was the perfume of her, that man could not resist the lure.
Aroma was her name,pervading every veins of that man.
Strolling under the moonlight,she and he were the most matched Ka ever seen.

That man and that high heeled trampled Ka with a spear,stabbing over and over again.

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The phrase, inconvenient truth ,once Ka picked up from someone’s blog,popped up that frequently during these days.
Life is a ruthless tyrant,savoring the hedonic slaughters;Love is the sweentener which he would like to offer you at the last minute,as the mercy bestowed, and then kill the heavenly kid with the candy made in hell.

Here isn’t a broken heart sobbing, but a sob story is breaking a heart.

Can smiles dissimulate all the sorrows? or being dumby is another way out?

Ka do pay admiration for that guy,though…
Love stuff is of mess,that is troublesome or even loathsome.Yearning for love is quite an accumulation of black bile.

Is Ka the one who resigned because of the despair,and took nothing serious afterwards and doomed to be fundementally unhappy but still camouflaged with hilarity to take on the lone?
What a pity!

Though Ka isn’t a Germany.Ka don’t want to be guied by the guides!

Still Ka gave in.There is something wrong with the connection between us.

Thousand times that Ka want to write a letter to you, and send it by mail.
however,Ka even don’t have a minute spared 4 u.

Ka sucks.